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escape
03:39
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Find answers is it even worth it
Got stamina turn it into regret
Explain cuz I can't escape
If I did would it even stay
Huggin my own flesh in the mirror
If I'm so cold what could I fear
I still control myself
Make sure to make it personal hell
Like flashbacks I see what it isn't
It's torment having thoughts like this
Implode if I don't escape
What then though what would I say
Chasing thoughts til I find the center
Feelin like it could last forever
I wake and reset myself
Take my place on the broken shelf
Trapped behind the glass
Like buried in between
The longer that I scratch
The less I start to bleed
The less I start to bleed
Bleed
Obscure an empty view
Of what you want from me
The more I let you in
The more I want to scream
I want to scream
Scream
(Hey mister)
Huggin my own flesh in the mirror
If I'm so cold what could I fear
I still control myself
Make sure to make it personal hell
The silence that you never noticed
I wish I could take it for granted
In rain it's day by day
Color and tone only wash away
My purpose am I gonna find it
Can't even know if I don't try it
Even if I can escape
What then though what would I say
Chasing thoughts til I find the center
Feelin like it could last forever
I wake and reset myself
Take my place on the broken shelf
You are the one that I wanna see
Take me to the place I'd rather be
Seven days of every week
Lookin for the actual me
You are the one that I wanna see
Take me to the place I'd rather be
Seven days of every week
Lookin for the actual me
Trapped behind the glass
Like buried in between
The longer that I scratch
The less I start to bleed
The less I start to bleed
Bleed
Obscure an empty view
Of what you want from me
The more I let you in
The more I want to scream
I want to scream
Scream
Huggin my own flesh in the mirror
If I'm so cold what could I fear
I still control myself
Make sure to make it personal hell
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2. |
crowd
02:47
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What is it about stares
Say you don’t care
But there’s always a crowd out there
And they’re lookin down
It’s never so easy
Like I had dreamed it’d be
I’m stuck in the crowd
Can’t find a way out
Said it out loud
There I said it out loud
Said it out loud
There I said it out loud
Said it out loud
There I said it out loud
Said it out loud
There I said it out loud
Show me
I want a sign
Don’t tell me
That I’m out of time
Show me
I want a sign
Don’t tell me
That I’m out of time
Show me
I want a sign
Don’t tell me
That I’m out of time
Show me
I want a sign
Don’t tell me
That I’m out of time
What is it about me
Try to be everything
I’m pulled apart at the seams
Til I wanna scream
I’ll give up my life
I’ll lose my mind and
I won’t know what I’m like
And it’ll be fine
Said it out loud
There I said it out loud
Said it out loud
There I said it out loud
Said it out loud
There I said it out loud
Said it out loud
There I said it out loud
Don’t look now
Invisible I won’t lie
I’m because the things
I see in my life
Don’t look now
Invisible I won’t lie
I’m because the things
I see in my life
Don’t look now
Invisible I won’t lie
I’m because the things
I see in my life
Don’t look now
Invisible I won’t lie
I’m because the things
I see in my life
Show me
I want a sign
Don’t tell me
That I’m out of time
Show me
I want a sign
Don’t tell me
That I’m out of time
Show me
I want a sign
Don’t tell me
That I’m out of time
Show me
I want a sign
Don’t tell me
That I’m out of time
Show me
Don’t tell me
I want a sign
Tell me
Show me
Don’t tell me
I want a sign
Show me
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3. |
toxic
03:18
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I can never look up
At what gives me life
I still want to
Even if I go blind
Double exposed
All your energy inside
Can't even be seen
In the blackest of night
Inside I am so alive
Not fine when I keep in mind
Toxic like cyanide
Need an end game or I'll die
Separation of the mind
Back and forth can't take a side
Toxic like cyanide
Need an end game or I'll die
How do I really know
What I look like
Wishin I never got
Online
If I could just let you see
Maybe I could believe
How do I really know
What I look like
Wishin I never got
Online
If I could just let you see
Maybe I could believe
It's so toxic I fell and I slipped
Now my life is not mine
I didn't calibrate alright
And my life is not mine
It's so toxic I fell and I slipped
Now my life is not mine
I didn't calibrate alright
And my life is not mine
Distraction of my life
Full time job of the mind
Toxic like cyanide
And it's there like all the time
Wishin I was far away
But I only agitate
Toxic like cyanide
Separated in my mind
Dont say it's okay
Dont say it's okay
Dont say it's okay
Dont say it's okay
It's so toxic I fell and I slipped
Now my life is not mine
I didn't calibrate alright
And my life is not mine
It's so toxic I fell and I slipped
Now my life is not mine
I didn't calibrate alright
And my life is not mine
How do I really know
What I look like
Wishin I never got
Online
If I could just let you see
Maybe I could believe
How do I really know
What I look like
Wishin I never got
Online
If I could just let you see
Maybe I could believe
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4. |
chemicals
03:43
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Save me
Cuz I don’t believe in nothin
Stop
When did I lose my love
Aching
For somethin
To bring me
Back to my home
It’s time to let go
I’m always on my own mind
And I’m so
Broken in a way
That I can’t explain
But I can’t explain
But I can’t explain
But I can’t explain
Changing
Take me out into the open
Start
To repair my heart
Facing
A reason
To make it out of my home
It’s time to let go
I’m always on my own mind
And I’m so
Broken in a way
That I can’t explain
But I can’t explain
But I can’t explain
But I can’t explain
Anything
Substance
Chemicals
Again and again
Anything
Substance
Chemicals
Again and again
Anything
Substance
Chemicals
Again and again
Anything
Substance
Chemicals
Again and again
Always in the same way
Always in the same way
Always explainin
Cannot explain it
Always in the same way
Always in the same way
Always explainin
Cannot explain
Anything
Substance
Chemicals
Again and again
Anything
Substance
Chemicals
Again and again
Anything
Substance
Chemicals
Again and again
Anything
Substance
Chemicals
Again and again
Back to my home
Time time time
Back to my home
Time time time
Back to my home
Time time time
Back to my home
Time time time
Back to my home
It’s time to let go
I’m always on my own mind
And I’m so
Broken in a way
That I can’t explain
But I can’t explain
But I can’t explain
But I can’t explain
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5. |
infinite
03:53
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Sugar coated teeth
I’m entropy, surely save me
Why can’t it be true
I’m seen when I’m with you
Can’t believe
Hold it right out
In front of us
See a life form
From up above
Keep the love
Far away from us
Infinite pain
When is it enough
It can’t be true
True
True
True
True
True
True
True
True
When I say me
I don’t mean me to you
But you’ll never get through
There’s nothing left to seeeeeeeee
Sugar coated teeth
I’m entropy, surely save me
Why can’t it be true
I’m seen when I’m with you
It can’t be true
True
True
True
True
True
True
True
Hold it right out
In front of us
See a life form
From up above
Keep the love
Far away from us
Infinite pain
When is it enough
Hold it right out
In front of us
See a life form
From up above
Keep the love
Far away from us
Infinite pain
When is it enough
It can’t be true
Hold it right out
In front of us
See a life form
From up above
Keep the love
Far away from us
Infinite pain
When is it enough
It can’t be true
Hold it right out
In front of us
See a life form
From up above
Keep the love
Far away from us
Infinite pain
When is it enough
It can’t be true
True
True
True
True
True
True
True
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